So I am going through this thing where I am not hurt, but I am disappointed. Have you ever been there? It is such an odd feeling because I know what it feels to be heartbroken and I know what it feels to not care at all….on the spectrum of feelings, this is somewhere in between. Long story short, I am I really tired of going through this cycle of disappointment. You meet or connect with someone, you think it is FINALLY your season to be able to enjoy a prosperous relationship and boom……….the thing implodes.
First let me say this: I am SO PROUD OF ME. I saw red flags, and instead of ignoring them, I stopped that thing it is tracks. The old me would have NEVER done that. It really shows how much I have grown and how much I value who I am and what I have to offer.
HOWEVER……….it does not stop me from thinking about the situation; it does not stop me from feeling disappointed and frustrated. Although I know that I made the absolute correct decision, it doesn’t absolve me from my feelings.
With disappointment, you inherently ask the question: HOW MANY TIMES IS THIS GOING TO HAPPEN??????? UGH……GEEZ…..#overit
Although I feel some type of way, I will say this: At least I am not heartbroken. I can celebrate that!!!! One thing I have done over the past year was operate in what was natural to me without giving too much of my heart. When I say that God gave me some wisdom and applied some of what I was given ( I say some because I still made some mistakes…I will talk about that later when I am married and I give you my full testimony) and I was protected, I really was. For that, I am grateful.
And as the saying goes…This too shall pass….
Be Blessed. 🙂
