So you are feeling some type of way. God gave you a promise before you moved to Austin. No matter what it looks like, God’s word does not come back void. If you think you have misinterpreted that promise, has God for clarification.
You have the full package. You are so worthy of happiness. Just seek God and everything that is within His will shall come to pass. But remember: Your desires are subject to His will so seeking Him first is paramount to your happiness.
I just wanted to remind you of how far you have come; how much you have matured. Your confidence has bloomed . You still have some way to go, but you have come so far. You are going to look back and say every tear was worth it!
I love you, but God loves you more!