Transparency Time. Here goes:
No matter how much you love God, sometimes when your faith is being stretched you utter the words, “Lord why”. This is where I am. I am just simply asking why. As believers, this road is sometimes tough. I have been toiling and trying to get myself to a place where I am comfortable financially and just overall stable. I know God is going to provide but I would be lying if I did not say that I am beyond tired at this point. When seasons turn into years it just becomes taxing on the body and mind. Although I am at the end of my rope, only God can help me so I will continue to seek him. I know breakthrough is imminent. I shall hold on even if it is only by a thread.