Good Evening People!
I am one for transparency so it is time for an update on my celibacy journey. Drum roll please…………………..My journey has been a…………………
FAILURE. COMPLETE AND UTTER FAILURE.
I understand that God’s grace in my struggle should not be taken lightly. But I have to acknowledge that sex is a major hurdle for me. It is easy to say that you are celibate by choice when there are no prospects to have sex with. I heard a pastor say this morning that the test is when you want it, can get it but have the strength in the Lord to say no.
I am simply not there. I am making a concerted effort, but this is a true battle. Right now I am trying to get to the point to where I am ready to engage an accountability partner. Something I have learned on this walk is that is WALK and as long as I keep walking the things that are not of God will fall away.
I shall therefore keep walking.