An Update

Hey Everybody:

I hope all is well.   I promised that I would give you an update on my celibacy journey.  I also told you I would be transparent if I fell off the wagon….

Well I fell off this past week.   To be honest with you I actually initiated it.   I didn’t try hard enough to stay on the course.    This thing is very hard.   I felt as though I was ready—-ready to do the work.  It is easy when there is no temptation around.

Since there is no condemnation in Christ, I haven’t been kicking myself.  At the same token I don’t want  to say I am again celibate and turn around and have sex.

I am a work in progress.   I will let you know if I get back on the wagon.   Right now, I will just keep walking.